#i wish i wasn’t so alone

[flowers-that-sing]

(ventpost sorry, you can just skip)

not people leaving my d&d campaign because “i get hungry af” (when it’s at 1 and they have plenty of time to eat, and obviously i’m not going to order food because i’m fasting)

and because “the party keeps splitting up so one group has a lot of inactive time” (which isn’t my decision! the players keep deciding to split up and i can’t run both sides at once)

and because “every npc hates me” because you keep either threatening them/their families or rolling low on charisma checks. how is that my fault.

we started off with a bigger party and i expected some people to leave but. pretty much everyone is leaving and it’s just gonna end soon i can feel it.

i feel like i’m a terrible dm, and none of my friends like me or like being around me, and i’m only tolerable in small amounts, and everyone’s going to leave me and i’m going to be alone forever, and everything is pointless and nobody cares about me or actually enjoys things when i’m involved.

one of the people leaving is joining another party too, so they do like d&d, they just don’t like my campaign. it’s not fair, why does nobody actually like me. snd part of this is probably just because i’m already stressed and entering a depressive episode but still.

this is so pathetic i cant believe d&d is making me spiral.

[lethality-of-dual-strike]

I love you peri-weri one of these days I’ll learn how to draw you consistently

I think what we need for season 2 is some good ol perirep slapstick I need to see them scrapping it out like looney tunes

[lauryn-order]

I pulled myself together and applied for jobs for the past 7 hours. It’s now 4 am and I can’t sleep. I’m just sobbing.

[cuteniaarts]

The weight of the world is a heavy burden

Especially for a child

(Or, in slightly less dramatic terms – I imagine that the first of her past lives that Avatar Suiren [who is the Avatar after Aang instead of Korra in my AU, and also Ghazan and Ming-Hua’s daughter] gets to talk to is Yangchen, because she is too plagued by memories not her own [including Jetsun’s death, fun fact]. And Yangchen wouldn’t want another child to go through what she did on their own)

(Or maybe someone just needed an excuse to draw @katkastrofa’s latest obsession in a context that interests them as well, just in time to maybe cheer her up a little? You can’t prove anything)

[ropebuny]

I miss having a dad and someone to look after me. I miss telling them how school went. I miss complaining and getting adult, fatherly advice in response. I miss sending them messages whenever I accomplished something and making them proud. I miss being comforted when I woke up from a scary dream. I miss being praised for being a good kid. I miss being read bed time stories to fall asleep to. I miss being upset and immediately going to dad for help with no hesitation. I miss being called their good little daughter. I miss the warmth I felt in my tummy whenever they made me laugh. I miss watching movies together. I miss feeling cared for and adored and loved

[weezerlvr228]

Opinion on SFTBH... :3

I LOVE SFTBH!!! i adore all the fanart for it and the story?! UGHH AMAZING. all the songs are so great, though i love Pinkerton, i would have adored SFTBH <\3

[willowcrowned]

it’s actually wildly funny that amethar’s epithet came about because he was the only person in his family not horrifically murdered. imagine if every single one of your relatives got stabbed and from that point on everyone called you “johnny no-stabs." that’s amethar’s life

[kingofthering]

insane shit from the fantasy team today

[pinkfey]

is this a safe space

[cetoddle]

okay what i have to say is lowkey embarrassing but i wanna bitch and it’s probably only embarrassing to me bc im shy about this stuff anyways the moral of the story is i wanna bitch and u should probably just ignore me. god bless

[againstthegrainphoto]

You ever stand over your father’s grave in tears and have your mom try to use him to make you believe in her fairy tales??

Truly think we’ve hit a new low.

Unfuckingbelievable.🥺

[blessthishouse]

It feels like there’s a lot of heavy energy right now

[perplexing-news]

I—-

Their voice wobbles.

I’m sorry- —-

Their breath hitches as they begin to quietly cry.

I’m so sorry

Their tears feel like nothing but colder air. They’re shaking a little, small sobs forcing their way out.

I don’t- I didn’t mean to—- to scare you- I wish I- I wish I knew how to stop it all

I wish it didn’t hurt anyone

(The post isnt allowing me to rb it anymore so here I am! Also @ tags: you're good. :] *pat pat*)

A-alright.

Thank you...

Now, I'm curious as to how you could be annoyed, haha!

[Adam smiles, he doesn't seem as upset as they were earlier.]

/rp 🐍

The newscaster hums to himself.

I f̶i̸nd it hard to be annoyed rec̸e̸n̴tl̸y̴. It takes up a lot of ene̸r̵g̸y and feels unne̵c̷e̸s̵sa̸ry. But hmm..

The newscaster taps his chin, clearing his throat.

I suppose I wouldn't enjoy if all my notes were scattered after I organized them? ..That, or not being able to think my own thoughts. I would.. very much prefer that people do not tell me what to think.

[weregonnabecoolbeans]

Season 3 Episode 20 of Rebels both makes me so so sad and is such a comfort episode idk

[permanentreverie]

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[insanechayne]

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